*.* The MOon and My SweetHeart *.*

*.* The MOon and My SweetHeart *.*

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In the heart of the sky… there was The Moon… and its tremendous beauty should have inspired me
its mild moonbeam should have drawn smile on my face
However, unlike those past moments… today… these couldn’t touch my heart…couldn’t fill it with joy
instead... Tears field my eyes… and like dew drop some rolled over my cheek
Everything after that became blurring

I know… She never escapes my mind… and She won’t
Her shadow will always be there… but she herself is not
Therefore always I miss her a lot

And when I am alone those past memories of old good days will torture my tiny bloody cage
thus keeping my heart screaming from incurable yet unbearable pain
keeping my restless mind under a kind of pressure
and making me long to those precious moments… when
we filled the air with laughter and joy

It is Holy month of Ramadan…so
After having “Iftaar”… I walked to our yard
From where I saw The Moon so bright
Whereas I missed enjoying the sight

Oh my Dearest Friend… dearest till the end
Would you ever reject… would you dare to forget
The previous Ramadan!!!

Till now I remember
… those days… together… We used to have “iftaar”
After that we will hurry out to search the sky... we won’t dream to fly
But we enjoy counting the stars… talking to the moon that’s so far
We will imagine how nice it would be… if one day… we can go far away
for campaign in the vast desert… and at night
instead of sleeping.. and wasting time dreaming
we will lay down and keep our eyes wide open
so that we again and again
can scan the sky

Till now I remember
… after praying “qeyam” together
after midnight…we will decide… and we go for a walk
as we walk side by side and have pleasant talk
we again and again scan the sky… smile… laugh… and a have a lot of joy
together we gaze at the moon… then discussions will start so soon
astronomy, physics and psychology… all kind of topics and philosophy

Till now I remember
… once when you were away, you saw the moon
and inspired by its dazzling beauty… you sent me a message
Telling me to step outside and see it…
For you know how much I like to gaze at the moon
and this way you bring joy when I feel Marooned
So simple yet touchy way to share my dear
A way that shows how much you care

You know Dearest Friend… I recall… Once you told me about a poem called “Monajat el-Qamar”
Now for you are not anymore by my side Dear
I can feel the deep sorrow written in that poem
and I got the meaning beneath his sad rhythm

For Today… In the heart of the sky… there was The Moon… so bright
I looked around… to my left and right
thought I will share with you the sight
but I missed enjoying that mentioned sight
for you were not by my side… and I were alone
and the good feelings that I started to feel… has gone
For the pleasure lies beneath a magic word called “sharing”
Since I can’t share with you, to feel happy is like dreaming
And left with me… your shade and cluster of memories to recall
and that mysterious Partner… The Moon… who stayed for a while
To take my emotions and affections to you my Beloved Sis
May you get the message… when the Moon makes her usual visits

Sitting alone in the dark, I recalled all these
And I felt NOSTALGIA… to our past days and deeds

Yes I miss… us being together…
Miss your presence in the picture…
Thus missing the picture as a whole…
Indeed, I deeply miss theses all

So with tears in my eyes… I slowly lift my hands up to wave goodbye
And as I whisper to the moon… I beg him to convey salam from MarOon
I ask him to send your way all my blessings… and give you a lot of heartily affections
And from my deepness I make Wishes… that seeing the moon and getting my messages
You are inspired by a splendid joy and everlasting happiness… [color=#000000]My [color:2603=black:2603]Sweetheart